we lost a daughter to cancer when she was 10 years old back in 2001. On Sept 11th she would have been 11 years old. On August 5th at 2 am she passed on. Your story resonates with me in a big way. I spent some time yelling at God. I spent time being angry and trying to barter with him to take me instead. Our family and my faith in God will never be the same. I still have questions and no answers.