Most of us live from pay check to pay check. It has been said that some of us are 2 to 4 weeks from being homeless. Worrying about how to pay the bills is stressful. Ask me how I know? I am sorry you are stressed out over it. If I depended on what I make on Medium with my writing skills we would be living in a tent city with no tent. My wife is a special ed teacher and I do IT support. We barely scrape by. Bills bills and more bills. It never ends. Maybe you could drive for Uber or Lyft to make some quick cash. I think I made around 100.00 per day driving for Lyft. Some people sign up to drive for both of them. There are a lot of food industry and hotels looking for help these days. There are no easy answers. Also, call 211. That is the help line for the local United Way. They may know of some help you can get access to. Good luck.