I can relate to everything you wrote. We lost our daughter, Jessica Ann, 22 years ago to a brain tumor consisting of 2 types of cancer. Her birthday was Sept 11 in 2001. She would have been 11 when she died on August 5th. I could write a book in response but i will leave it at that. Feel free to reach out to me at James.Moffitt@pm.me if you need someone to talk to.